I want to take your solace,
You know I can
But I do not want to die
I maybe heartless but I can still feel the cold
You are like a disease that plagues my soul
I’ll leave you tonight and never want to return
But you haunt my dreams and knock at my walls
Until everything falls
I can see you are lonely,
But not for my love
You say you lie awake most nights,
Thinking of us
But the fire that you desire does not any longer reside in me
It burnt away the last time you were around to light it.
So draw me back to you like a magnet
Play with my strings as one does with a puppet
I can only promise to leave you emptier than I found you
And it would still be a lot wholesome than you’ve made me.
They say the eyes speak the language of the soul
And an overflow of the heart also leaks into it,
I read your eyes like the pages of a secret diary
Only to drown in the flood of raw emotion
In essence, I was in you as you were in me,
But that was a long time ago, before the storms.
Now we are just strangers with memories,
And a cosmic connection,
Too painful to pursue.